Is there life before death?

Name: Andrew/Just-a-dude
School: SMSU/SYUC/Monash University
B'day: July 16
Likes: Foosball,streetball,football(anythin associated with a ball), Music and Movies, Anime and Animals
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When trying to avoid sexual intercourse after a long day at work, say this to your wife "I knew I should not have donated blood today"

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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Lurvophobic

oh my dear god. don't know why is it so bloody hard to come up with the first few lines in blogging. Oh well, it's not like i'm into blogging that much to begin with. So wat have I been up to? hmmm...

Magic tricks? thy shall make thee coin dissapear before thou eyes lol. currently attempting to increase mental strength to bend a fork =p

obsession for foos and cats are dying...

been gettin back into the game of pool again lately...

been watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S everyday again...

been playing some mahjong with friends lately =p

been having bloody gory dreams lately (I was killing some babe, long long story but long story short, I'm still the good guy =p )

been playing flash games "spank the monkey" (yes mich, I'm a better spanker than you =p ) I freaking spanked the monkey at 507 miles/hour thank u very much!! *woot*

sigh. have been feeling a lil weird lately. At some point, everything felt at place. you know it's as though ur happy and blessed with how things are going on with ur life and after awhile you just start feeling lifeless and miserable again for some reason. I don't know anymore, I just don't. Nothing in life seems right and everythin else seems misplaced. Ever think of what's gonna happen in the near future?... I've been thinking alot...well actually...I day dream all the time thinking of how andrew's lil journey in life is gonna end up in the future...will I still be able to keep my friends? will I be able to make a reasonably affordable living? will I be able to support lil sister's education in the future? (i can't believe i actually thought of that myself considering how annoying she is =p ) ...will I change for better or worse? how will I die? will I die being single? ...will I ever find someone?...will I actually become an accountant =S holy shaits, that's quite a handful of thinking eh? =p but hey! life is so boring!!! come to think of it, it's been a long while since i took a break from reality. a trip to the beach would be just purrrrrrfecct! OH GOD!!!! this SUCKS!!!!!!!!! I guess I should start counting my blessings instead of cursing the darkness and start living in the present each day with gratefulness. easier said than done pffffffffff.....

Oh here's an interesting topic! L.O.V.E. oh how beautiful! gosh! lurve a many many splendid thing! that poison which makes ur knees weak..ur face glow..ur hormones raging...oh love me love me bla bla bla bla bla etc. etc. My dear fellow readers, please do not take this wrongly as i've not become hateful nor have i become pathetically lifeless to the point that i'd venture out the shit on love itself lol. Instead, it has simply been the centre of topics among men and women for many lightyears now. So wanna know my point of view?

I personally think that true love is so hard to find now. wth does that mean in the first place? hell i wouldn't know lol. Sigh, let's not even start off with true love, just love and sincerity itself ain't there. That's right!! it has come to a point of extinction people. what you all are feeling is just a mixture of lust, physical attraction, infatuation and mere illusions! Old ones leave when New meat comes along *wink* Seems to me like that's always the case for both men and women. perhaps it's trend. perhaps it's da real deal oh hell who knows! could be anythin... And most certainly without a doubt the art of courting is all a game! how many would actually be themselves in that game? and how could u tell? bet ur parents say "you think you know someone until they start cursing like that/ until they start throwing stuff etc etc. " why is everything so complicated lol? However, after all that's said and done of course this does not apply to everyone. There's definitely love in the air out there. I have some friends whom are doing really well in their relationships and they should be feeling hella lucky everyday. To put it simply, I just think that nice ppl finish last because ppl take them for granted! And oh how true it is!! 'people want the thing they cannot have the most' So moral of the story is... don't be nice idiots! be bad... be very very bad =p

I have a friend, he was very much in love with this gurl...bla bla long story short! ---> gurl leaves guy to get back together with old bf, this just sounds all too familiar doesn't it? =p oh well im sure it's pretty common lol. So anyways, of course being a friend I would be pretty sad for him but surprisingly he told me that "it's okay, she's back together with someone she really cares about and if i put myself in her shoes, i prolly would have done the same" I was just blown away!! it's always easier said than done but being able to see the bigger picture in such a situation just left me speechless for the nite! In other words, it left me like "waddafak!" I just realised that it's easier to let go of someone out of happiness for them instead of hate and jealousy. Much respect to my friend =)

At the end of the day, we should all just be ourselves and be appreciative for what we have before realization of loss comes too late.

So thy wish thee lovely love birds much joy and love in thou every moment of time and life.

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